the pain in my heart is enormous the man i loved for 35 years is gone
he left two weeks before the biggest comeback shows ever where going to take place
i cant begin to tell what i feel the pain is so intens i feel like a part of me is gone with him
going to london to see michael was my final wish since my lungemfysema got worse and there are other issues i was so gratefull when famili members managed to put money together so i could go but it s not meant to be
now all that rests me are the amazing videos songs and pijctures i ve collected over the past decades
i would give the world to be in the united states to say goodbey at mikes funeral however with being ill comes a pricetag so i live of only 50 euro s a week and the ticketmoney and trip are not refund fast enough for me to do so
so i have to do this i need you all to know how much i loved this man
i will never in my time on this earth forget this man his amazing presence his strength hos music and his wonderfull way of being his essence his love his power to make this world a better place for so many pple
to the jackson family i can only say my hreart goes out to you specailly to prince michael 1
princes michael2
 and paris katherine and michaels amazing mother
i so hope that they will leave these children in peace with a change to grow up witout the father they so adored and still so needed at their young ages
i love you more michael for ever and ever and beyond
we will meet again in heaven i m sure you now have the peace and normallity you so wanted but you should have had it here
by the time i get there i m sure youve tought whole heaven and all angels to moonwalk
i wish everyone the strength to overcome this enormous loss formost the kids and the rest of the jackson familie but also the pple who were working so hard with and for michael that loved him so much and his millions of fans who are now left in total devistation
if tears could built astair to heaven i would be on my way right now to go and bring him back but that can only happen in my dreams
forever love to the man in my life who was more then a singer to me he was a part of my life and always will be
marie jose haerkens
nijmegen netherlands

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